so much pride in me :((

this day, i accidentally broke karly's fan. but i swear i really didn't mean it. i am to give it to him, but not just that moment. but then he kept pulling it from me by force. and then when he got it, i saw that it was broken and then i said, "hala sira na-- :( " but then he went inside the room. somehow i think he didn't hear what i said. and then when i gaze into the room, i saw that he noticed. and he is really mad. i swear! i can feel it. but i do not want anyone getting mad at me, and i don't want them hearing that they are mad at me as well,. but he kept telling me, "nakakapikon ka na talaga, akala mo biro lahat. napaka- childish mo." i hate those lines that is why to omit the feeling of being guilty i tried to say thing like, "oo nga!" and more though i know that it was me whom he's saying those words. :((

and then somehow i realized what i'm doing is really really bad when cielo, my besty starts to say, "ssst! tama na!" and then i'm like, yeahh, i know i know! but inside me, i just don't to hear him talk. somehow i really wanna cry. :((